welcome to my homepage!

hii im panderra and this is where i write down my life n archive my works

for most of my life now, ive daydreamed nonstop doing nothing but running around my room listening to music. ive been doing it for 5 years now and a lot of things happen in a blink of an eye. i lost so many friends, i moved to secondary school, i entered so many fun events and festivals. but i never really got to processed it or lived in the moment. my mind is always slipping away...slipping away from the world around me to a whole new one. time passed so effortlessly when i do. i never really made good use of it. infact, i wasted so much time i never really got to delve much into my own interests or talked to my friends.

now there's only like what? 2 years n a half till i face o levels. i wanna do as much as i can before i do. working on this blogsite is absolutely a bucketlist of mine n i plan to share a lot of other things here too. pretty much an amatuer at my artistic endeavors n i wanna improve a wholeeeee ton. so, stick around w me while you can. there's gonna be some sensitive topics (most likely suicidal ideation) in my diary but i'll mention them beforehand.